Yo.

I'm trying not to be a cryptic person and so I would speak my mind and no longer leave you guys hanging with my usual occult writing.

I really feel like things are changing.All around me.It's been days,weeks and months and so easily people CHANGE.You see a totally different side of them.Usually,it's the ugly side you've never seen before and you really don't want to see it.It's really quite erratic and it sucks.It's absurd how things can turn out, right?One day you're great friends who always hang out and then suddenly,BAM!The next day you guys are all not comfortable around each other and don't want to hang out anymore.And that's the part whereby you start drifiting away from one another.Is it because they found out something about you and they don't like you?Or is it they thought they found a better social circle than you so they don't need you?To me,I'd stick to having very few close friends in my life.And,I hate big cliques.I never trust big cliques.When you have 10 people in one clique,you wouldn't know all 9 of them in it,would you?It'd be absolutely atrocious to know all 9 people that easily.I've experienced such things and I've learnt from my lesson.You can only trust so much people in your life.Why do you think I talk about the same people over and over again in my life?It's because these are the people I trust and I love.Love that is so sincere that you can't put it in words.It's blissful to have great friends that you know you can trust.But,still.The fact that some people you THOUGHT you could trust and be "friends forever" with doesn't turn out right still hurts.I've personally experienced them and it hurts so bad that it's worse than falling from the 7th storey(I've never experienced falling that high but I reckon the pain must be excruciating) As easy as they say MOVE ON,I know I won't right now.When the friendship lasted for 3 years,1 year for healing time is never enough.Actually,even a lifetime is never enough if you treasured the friendship a lot from the start of it.You may say you heal,but the scar will always remain.Can you imagine the pain I'd go through if I lost my bestest friend ever whom I've known since I was 8?"Move on" are nothing but 2 words to leave you in comfort and making you think that there will always be better people out there to be there whether you're up,down or rolling around.It is nothing but a blatant lie.A blatant lie and an unpleasant truth.

I feel good that I got something off my chest;)

Dear Great Friends,
Please don't change.You guys will always be loved.I don't want to move on if you guys were to leave.I love the way you guys are.So don't change a thing about yourself.You guys are perfectly flawed.

<3,
Poster Girl♥